The Chevy Blazer is better then the Ford Bronco in many ways, but the Ford Bronco has it's merits. We will have to see how it works out over time. The Blazer could throw a rod or something, but then it might outlast the Ford Explorer I drove for almost 9 years.
As for my up bringing. We have been through this before. You are once again trying to fit me into a box that you might understand as you haven't a clue to what my world is about. I'm where I want to be and I'm who I am. This so called God that many choose to try and believe in is no mystery to me as I have taken away the superstition and popular ways that others are bound and blinded by and have a very good "relationship" with what others call God and such. We are all connected in this world and most that we see, hear and believe is just an illusion. If you understand the illusions, you understand the truth and reality as well as can be understood.
My friends know I'm different then others, but they are much like you and require their fantasy, fictions and superstitions to try and survive what bothers them.
I don't try and get others to "join in" on what I believe as I know that it is far beyond them and their chosen understanding and perceived reality.
I've always been a different animal then most others as I've never been a fan of fantasy and fiction. I've always wanted to know the best TRUTHS that could be found.
The reason I've never had a cell phone or credit cards is I could see where it went in truth. I've been 100% debt free most of my life and I've did alright in my view as I have far more then I ever "dreamed" of.
Your just jealous because things didn't turn out as you dreamed for you. I can see and understand very well what your life might be like as you like to try and place yourself in boxes and categories as you search for a perfect fit.
The 3 other postings on the list of new postings are what you follow. Someone else doing your thinking for you so you get your bills paid on time and can get your plumbing fixed and such. Now I realize that you could probably fix most plumbing problems yourself and such. Just saying that you like to try and follow the PROGRAMING that is placed in front of you. If Charlton Heston says that this product or that product is what will help you, you try and believe it as Charlie said so.
I can tell that you are over stressed and trying to find the means to be a "happy camper" with what all is going on around you that you can't understand.
I remember when younger how others would try and "pressure" me into seeking marriage or borrowing from banks and such as they were programed for such tasks.
I've had many try and tell me that I needed a smart phone. I would tell them that I needed a smart phone as much as I needed feminine hygiene products. They just didn't want to give up on trying to convince me that I needed one.
I have always been a people watcher and learned much from watching what people do and what they say. I've told you before that I have no peers as I'm a anomaly of sorts.
I have a great understanding of what your personal world is like but you haven't a clue to mine as you lack the information and intelligence to do so. You are just guessing as best you can.
You are caught up in the belief that if you can confuse others more then you are confused that it makes you less confused.
You can try and try, but you will loose as it's a fixed game and I understand the rules better then you do.
I have a good idea of what went on with the JFK assassination and why. I understand why those in power allowed the Japanese to bomb Pearl Harbor and many other things.
I find you to be a o.k. guy in my opinion.
I understand why you must try and find boxes and other popular devices to try and place me in.
You can try as you must, but I won't fit as I'm not of this popular world that you try and understand.
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