Ahh ... Blazer or Bronco ... they were pretty much the same thing. They evolved from the early covered truck.

Back in the 80's & 90's ... the chevy's were a little more popular around here because they were a bit cheaper to buy. Nowadays ... i wouldn't buy a used Chevy / GMC product. They're nearly unfixable once they start running into electrical problems. I saw it not only with my own truck but with a number of other vehicles that came into the repair shop when i was working there. Some claim that it was the soy based wire insulation coming out of China at the time.

As for all the rest ? I've said it before. You spend an awful lot of time alone and living in your own head. You've kind of isolated yourself from the rest of the world. You never knew loving and caring parents when you were little. You never had a stable home life. You never learned how to love or how to trust. You were never able to fit in anywhere and form close long term interpersonal relationships. It's been a hard life living in poverty most of the time. You're still living at the poverty level.

That would make just about anyone very fearful and mistrustful of the world around them in their elder years. It would make them very bitter & cynical as well.

It seems as though there has been very little joy in your life.



This what i hear when you speak.