hey liberty,
slow down! Don't do anything that might hurt you in the end. Not every day is gonna be a mother load. You gotta be looking at the whole picture. Sounds like you got a pretty lucrative thing going at times though! Try to ride it out, and like others say, find something to be doing since your out there anyways! Even if its hauling trash, something, keep an open mind and in the end it will work out!