My condolences to you an yours NA. Sorry to hear about your Aunt's passing.
Far as the guilt goes, I think she would understand an be proud of you. Getting a job doing what you love, an sounds like she knew about your scrapping, I'd say she'd be proud of her Niece. It's never easy to say goodbye to loved ones no matter if it was expected or not. So don't feel guilty. She wouldn't want you to I'm sure, an now her an your uncle are back together. Likely looking down on you with a big smile on their faces while watching over you.
Instead of one guardian angel you now have two looking out for you. As Spin said you still have your memories of the time spent together over the years. An nothing can take those away.
Our loved ones who've left us, are only truly gone if we stop remembering them. I know it's hard but when that guilt, saddness, etc. Hit you, reach into your memory for something you loved to do with her, or did. You won't stop missing them but at lest you'll be doing it with a smile instead of guilt an tears.
Again my condolences to you and yours.
"Family means no one gets left behind or forgotten." - David Ogden Stiers
Sirscrapalot - Our dead are never dead to us, until we have forgotten them. - George Eliot
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