Originally Posted by
mikeinreco
At this point I feel like you are trying to make us uncomfortable with who you are.........Honestly no one really cares or if they do they are probably very close friends/family........I can count on two hands the people that would show up at my funeral and I'm good with that.......We get it you like to live this life and in a way I envy you but also pity you at the same time........Either way everything you say could be some fantasy and you are posting this from a mental hospital......There is very little record of you existing on this forum.....No pics/personal info or interactions with any other members that I know of......People need something to believe in and religion/superstition gives them that.........Personally its all entertainment to me and none of it to be taken to seriously
I find what you wrote interesting as I can understand why you might feel that way. I'm just VERY different from the norm, always have been. I know that I can make people feel uncomfortable with who I am in what ever form of reality they may perceive.
I understand that most people require something to believe in for what they don't understand. I myself require none of that at this time in my Life. I kept searching until I had a clearer understanding.
I see it as we are little clay pots full of thoughts. Most are trying to find a means or ways to leave that clay pot as they don't much like who they are. We must embrace what we don't understand in order to have a better understanding over fear so that we may learn more and have a clearer understanding of those monsters under the bed and such.
I have had problems with people in the past not understanding what the concept of love is as they thought that I was in love with myself and not others. If you can't love yourself how can you love others? If you can't understand yourself, how can you understand others?
I know myself very well and learn more as TIME passes.
This world is moving at a far faster speed then most can deal with and that causes undue stress. I myself try and avoid stress by having a better understanding of what stresses me and why it stresses me. We as humans like to try and Live on the edge as that makes us feel alive. It's all in the ways we choose to try and achieve this.
I have never been a big fan of fantasy and fiction as it mostly bores me. I have always wanted to know what the Truth was and what it wasn't.
I have learned that fantasy and fiction is what most people are constructed of. How we control this is the problem.
Monkey see, monkey do is very true.
I remember the 1960's with the hiding under you school desk. I found it odd at the time as it DIDN'T add up. But it was the "reality" of the day.
I have never been a child by choice. I was just smaller and younger then most of those I visited with. I was thinking the way of quantum science when very young and it took the rest of the world many years to catch up with me it seems.
Life is what we make it,
Most just try and fake it...
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